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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

I AM REALLY CONFUSED.
its hard to make a choice regarding ur future.
been thinking abt it for a few nights.
only abt 3 days to think!!!

CJ- means i got to strive hard on my own.
have self discipline. need to learnt to be like the bee ( from the chinese lesson i had learnt recently)
cj is a fun sch, the spirit there is nt bad as well..although up till now i will still really prefer hwachong. but looking at the state i am in right now..i guess i dont have much rights to say so much.

next up is SA. i didnt really hear much abt this sch, but apparently many of my friends are going...
however, one thing i have heard commonly abt SA is that its also a fun sch, the teachers are also quite slack as well... but its like a study hard and play hard culture for sure.

hmm..perharps NYJC as well..
lastly, AJ....
or maybe SR? lol... dont think so la.

so now, the rank???

if only i had the courage to do DSA, however, it means i have to continue to be in choir. no diff right? dsa means will have a high possiblitlity of getting to HCJC, NJ or RJ..

however, based on my results, going to these few schs other than cj means i have many appeals to do.
how? many of my classmates arent putting cj as their first choice..
where will my friends go to?
top5? which i possibly cant enter.
other than CJ jcs..which apparently. 10pts and below. after deduction.

its stressful to be in stnicks where u hear many single digit pt-ers. sadly i am not one of them.
i am such a failure. sorry to those who i had let down.

ahh..its 1.30am now..thanks to the JAE thing..which i am still troubled about..
anyway, its valentine's day today.
been baking cookies and making jellies! for the last 2 days. hehe.
its fun making it with my 'twin' :)
ah..jonathan aka jennifer's birthday.
jo's birthday on 13th as well. ahh..

miss doing mass dance. haha.

shall sleep now. and WAKE UP EARLY AND THINK MORE ABT IT.
BY 1600 of 14 feb! stress!